Santos:  Hanging in Vegas at the Hard Rock?
Sara:  I’m having a blast at XFANZ weekend!
Santos:  Do you like doing these things? 
Sara:  Yes, I do, actually.  I wanted to do porn and meet my fans.
Santos:  What do you think is your greatest attribute with your acting and making fans?
Sara:  I think it’s the fact that I totally let go.  Sometimes, that’s going completely crazy in a scene and getting hot and sweaty with craziness, or it’s being submissive and being taken control of.  It gets me horny just thinking about it.  (laughter)
Santos:  Were you always a sexual person?
Sara:  I was.  I was afraid of my sexuality my entire childhood.  Fortunately, I’ve never had a negative experience where I’ve been raped or molested.  That’s not my story.  It was more that I had low self-esteem as a kid.  I was kind of an outcast.
Santos:  When did you lose your virginity?
Sara:  I lost it early, at thirteen, by my choice, and then I never fucked again until I was seventeen.  I danced on Long Island for a short time, but I wanted more.  I loved watching Cathouse and G-String Divas on HBO.  Those girls were so fucking sexually free!  They weren’t afraid of judgments, or fucking labels, they just didn’t care.  I felt no guilt, no remorse, because I know that my actions were mine.  In my opinion, if you treat yourself and others with respect, then do whatever makes you happy.  (giggles and laughter)
Santos:  Did you like dancing?
Sara:  I did.  I came to Vegas and I danced at Spearmint Rhino.  That was my transition from dancing to working in the legal brothel at Sherri’s Ranch.  I danced at Spearmint Rhino for one weekend.  I did great and it was fun, but I wanted more.  I just wanted to feel it.  I always wanted to know what it felt like to fuck for money.  Here’s the price, here’s the act, let’s get it on.  
Santos:  You were sexual, but was the turn-on the sex, the money, or both?
Sara:  Not the money, it was more the experience.  I was so reserved my whole life, that the realization that I was really turned on by this and that it’s okay and that it’s not wrong or sick and that it doesn’t make me a bad person, was a huge revelation.  I didn’t have to hide myself or feel guilty.  I’ve lived a lot and I’m grateful for all my experiences.  When I made the decision to do porn, I’d worked at the brothel for a year and a half, close to two years, and then I met a porn star at Sherri’s Ranch, Carmella Bing, a well-known, beautiful, brunette performer.  We did line-ups at the brothel.
Santos:  The line-ups are always very interesting. 
Sara:  The line-ups are weird, aren’t they!  It’s the weirdest part and usually, for the guys, it’s the most uncomfortable part, next to talking about price.  So I met with Carmella and she shared some of her experiences with me, and all it did was make my eyes grow bigger and bigger!  She offered to take me to Los Angeles and she performed about four scenes for Naughty America.  I got to meet the director on the set and they offered to do my first scene.
Santos:  Tell me a little about your experience at Sherri’s Ranch.
Sara:  When I started at Sherri’s, I didn’t have fake tits, so I felt kind of insecure.
Santos:  What size were your breasts before?
Sara:  A-cup with a big booty—a bigger booty than now.  I was a little chunky.  So it was hard for me to stand next to those flawless girls with the perfect boob jobs and the perfect legs with no dimples or anything.  My name was Cheyenne at Sherri’s Ranch and I had dirty blond hair and I didn’t wear a lot of makeup.  I’d just go out there in a little nightgown and say ‘I’m Cheyenne.’  They called me their “Bungalow Baby” for a month straight, because every night I booked at least one bungalow.  Every night!  So I had this bizarre schedule where I’d work midnight to four or five a.m., a lot of hours.  Then I’d sleep that day, do the line-ups the next day, but I made most of my money at night.  I didn’t drink or do drugs.  I was there to feel all those feelings, the sexual feelings, the nervousness when I was standing up there half naked in front of all those men.  Sometimes if they were rude or drunk or they would make comments, those gentlemen were asked to leave.  At Sherri’s,we had security and an amazing staff there.  They didn’t deal with all that shit.
Santos:  After a guy picks you out of the line-up, what’s next?
Sara:  First, I take him back to my room to have the negotiation process.  I had a really hard time negotiating in the beginning and didn’t understand that you should always go higher and than lower.  Men want an experience.  They want the girl to feel that they want to be there, and eighty percent of the time, I really did. 
Santos:  So you’d give a “girlfriend experience.”
Sara:  Fuck yeah, totally, especially in the bungalow, if they were dropping that kind of loot.  After the negotiation process, the payment process is next.  Actually, before the payment process (and this is very important), we’d ask the gentleman to drop his drawers, see his penis and check him for any visible bumps, herpes, scabies, or anything.  I mean the girls, to work there, were tested at least once a month, maybe once a week.  They really keep in under control.  There was even a doctor’s office right in the brothel.  When it’s legal, it’s legal!  (laughter) 
Santos:  That’s how it should be.  It’s ridiculous!  I think it’s fucking ridiculous!
Sara:  It’s silly.  We wouldn’t be in this fucking bankruptcy if people could indulge in their vices once in a while without hiding.
Santos:  Did you get any kind of satisfaction from getting paid?
Sara:  Oh, my God.  If I told you I didn’t, of course I’d be lying.  I come from an upper middle class family.  I went to college, I didn’t graduate, but I went.  I finished high school and played soccer.  I didn’t have to do this!  I wanted to.  When it came to the money, simply, it was just a perk.  I wanted to know what it felt like to be in that role of being the seducer, being the seductress.  I wanted to know what it felt like to be the girl on the box cover.  I wanted to know what it felt like to sit on a man’s lap as his dick got hard while I grinded him.  These are the things that I wanted to experience.  I want my fans to know I do this for them.  Seeing their smiles, seeing their face, is the reason I do it.  I really love what I do, and I’m careful.  I don’t have a lot of promiscuous sex off-camera.  There’s a guy that I’m seeing, but we have safe sex together.  I think it’s unrealistic for monogamy.  The way my parents love each other and their marriage is so amazing, I don’t think I would ever have that in this day and age.  I don’t think I’ll find that.
Santos:  You don’t see yourself having children?
Sara:  Not really.  I see myself being an aunt.  I have a younger brother who’s amazing.  He’s so wonderful!  I believe I’ll be a great aunt to my brother’s kids someday.
Santos:  How many films do you make for Zero Tolerance and do you like doing the films or doing the promotion better?
Sara:  I do six scenes a month.  I love the release I get from fucking on-camera, but all the validation and worth comes from my fans.
Santos:  What’s your favorite thing, sexually?
Sara:  I love getting my pussy eaten.  I do.  What girl doesn’t?  I love making out and kissing.  I love sucking a good dick and I can deep throat, so that’s always fun when the guy goes:  “Whoa, is it all in there?”  I go, ‘Um-hmmm.’  (giggles and laughter)  I love being tied up and taken advantage of, of course on my terms.  It’s fun to let loose and fun to let go of any fear, any insecurity.  When I’m in the moment and I’m feeling it live and it’s being documented for others to enjoy, what could be better than that!?!  (laughter)
Santos:  Do you like orgy scenes?
Sara:  Fuck yeah!
Santos:  How many guys have you done at once?
Sara:  It was a gangbang with five guys.  I actually did a dp with every one and at least one anal position with all of them.  It wasn’t required, I just wanted to.  One of my fantasies forever was a gangbang or blow bang.
Santos:  When was the first time you did anal?
Sara:  Two years ago, I did a scene with Alex Gonz in Sexual Harassment, and in my opinion, that was extremely hot.  Alex is not cut, he’s not circumcised, and there was a chemistry there.  I didn’t feel pressured.  I went into it thinking, ‘He’s so hot!  I don’t care where he puts it.’ 
Santos:  Had you done anal in your private life before doing it on film?
Sara:  Yes, twice, and both times with very average size penises.  It’s very different on film, and different with a huge cock.  Yeah, it’s different.
Santos:  You seem like you’re truly happy.  Is there anything missing to make things complete?
Sara:  Happiness is a choice in my opinion.  We can either look at the world as though it was a toilet or look at it like it was a gift.  I have been depressed, I’ve been anxious and felt not good enough, and those feelings just simply suck.  I was an overweight kid, I was picked on, and I learned I needed to love me first, before anybody.  When I realized that, I realized that happiness is a choice and I’m going to be happy!  I’m happy!  (laughter)   SLV

Issue 51 featuring: Lauren WK, Carli Banks, Brianne Chanel Cox